February 2011
money0verbitches--deactivated20 asked: I found Benon's baby pictures,
I almost peed.
http://awkwardfamilyphotos.com/2011/01/01/saturday-night-special-new-years-baby/
I almost peed.
http://awkwardfamilyphotos.com/2011/01/01/saturday-night-special-new-years-baby/
I need to choose which of these lyrics I like the...
“Portrait of a man who stayed.
His face is folded up and grayed.
But there’s something in his eyes that tells me this is the life for me. ”
“We try to find the life at rainbow’s end It finds the end of us instead and everyone we love”
“So if I dive over the railing, will I float up on all the shining waves of glass? ”
January 2011
awesome47:
im tired of people asking, “if you were a glass what kind of half would you be” why half? why can i just be full? i want to overflow. i want someone to drink me.
I held the blade to my neck...
thescarletscene:
Contemplating how long it would take for me to bleed out…
How much it would hurt…
How long it would take them to find my body…
My ugly, repulsive body…
I couldn’t handle life anymore…
I lost all hope…
I was so close to doing it…
Then I looked in the mirror…
Tears streaming down my cheeks…
This monstrous creature I saw in the mirror…
Deserves to live in this fucking...
If it makes you less sad, we'll start talking...
It feels like most people would go through an...
loveinfoxholes asked: i just wish i knew why you would hold such a grudge.
we're only human, kayla.
i made mistakes. horrible ones.
and i am apologizing wholeheartedly. i'm not saying we're ever going to be close ever.
i know both you and bayleigh will never be my friends again.
i'm okay with that.
but at one point we were all close and i know we...
we're only human, kayla.
i made mistakes. horrible ones.
and i am apologizing wholeheartedly. i'm not saying we're ever going to be close ever.
i know both you and bayleigh will never be my friends again.
i'm okay with that.
but at one point we were all close and i know we...
loveinfoxholes asked: i don't hate you, nor will i ever as much as i try.
and it haunts me.
i always have cared about you, and this sounds pathetic but i don't give a fuck.
i hope you are okay.
i really do hope that.
and i've been there.
you know this. you came and visited me the day after my biopsy and you were...
and it haunts me.
i always have cared about you, and this sounds pathetic but i don't give a fuck.
i hope you are okay.
i really do hope that.
and i've been there.
you know this. you came and visited me the day after my biopsy and you were...
the5thofjulyisnotaholiday:
Kayla’s life is bro
I fucking hate Silvio Fontecchio
loveinfoxholes asked: i told you you wouldn't want me to.
i am a coward, and a horrible person.
a terrible singer, an idiot. a sad excuse for a human being.
i'm so fucking sorry.
i read this every now and again and cry.
i know you hate me, i just want you to be okay.
i want you to be incredible someday.
you've always had so many beautiful...
i am a coward, and a horrible person.
a terrible singer, an idiot. a sad excuse for a human being.
i'm so fucking sorry.
i read this every now and again and cry.
i know you hate me, i just want you to be okay.
i want you to be incredible someday.
you've always had so many beautiful...
Anonymous asked: i'm anon for a reason.
i'm listening to play crack the sky and i'm sobbing.
so much.
i miss you and i hate it, because you wouldn't miss me for anything in the world.
i hate myself.
i'm listening to play crack the sky and i'm sobbing.
so much.
i miss you and i hate it, because you wouldn't miss me for anything in the world.
i hate myself.
Anonymous asked: whats going on? i read your recent posts and i'm very curious as to whats going on with you. you tried to kill yourself...? why would you do that? and what made you think to try that?....
Anonymous asked: Can't explain all the feelings that you're making me feel
My heart's in overdrive and you're behind the steering wheel
Touching you, touching me
touching you, god you're touching me
I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be...
My heart's in overdrive and you're behind the steering wheel
Touching you, touching me
touching you, god you're touching me
I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be...
Watchnickjaybaby:
moniquefletcher:
themusicofthenight:
unfollower:
unip0rn-:
lifestylesoftheyoungandshameless:
coryfinnatic:
youarenotuseless:
jenhawkins87:
starsblazing:
thetenthdoctorscompanion:
alchemisttt:
ohbirrd:
adkxolovee:
happinessdestroysyou:
OH MY GOD.
WHO MADE THIS? i want to marry you.
My life is complete.
hahahaha…ahaha..ha
MUST. REBLOG.
LMAO.
...
Shedding some light on recent happenings.
I want to talk to you about what happened. But you won’t come to me and when I want to come to you, well, you’re never alone.
I know what’s going on. I’m not stupid. This is just an inopportune time for all of this to happen. I know why you won’t bring it up. I know why you’re tiptoeing around morbid humor and suicide jokes, even though we used to joke like...
kellygogas asked: Why can't tumblr have top stalks I wanna be number 1!
I wish I could succeed at something just once.
but I guess this was all a test. One in order to prove my strength and willpower. Some people would call me weak for even attempting this, but I call it power, because I stopped myself before it was all too late. I can’t really seem to shrug off that slightly heavy feeling that I failed. But who gives a damn.
Listening to my friends outside their door as I hesitated to knock, hearing them...
ask me something even though TMI Tuesday is... →
Anonymous asked: kayla....... i dont know how to put this but i have liked you for the longest time. the way you carry your self, it just intrigues how unique and perfect you are. i love your geekiness (i mean that in the best way possible). but i know realize that tis message is going to be useless for two reasons
1. im to chicken shit to send this to you without being annon
2.im not your kind of...
1. im to chicken shit to send this to you without being annon
2.im not your kind of...
Sometimes it just sucks to know that nobody will...
All these people I don’t know who don’t know me. I just want a stranger to talk to. Someone who will not take matters into their own hands. Someone who isn’t afraid of being distant and won’t give me shit. I just need to tell someone who will sit back quietly and listen, give me their honest thought, and then walk away forever, able to quickly forget who I am and that I...
